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Es gibt eine Welt, die Johanna Ziegler nur betritt, wenn keiner sie dabei beobachtet. Sie ist dann bei ihrem Sohn, er ist noch sehr klein, zwei Handvoll Mensch in einer Pergamenthaut, die rot ist und ein bisschen wund von der Geburt. Die Augen hat er geschlossen, so als würde er schlafen, und weil sie nicht befürchten muss, ihn zu stören, spricht sie mit ihm und versucht zu erklären, warum sie ihn hat gehen lassen.

Sie hat jetzt angefangen, ein Tagebuch für ihn zu schreiben, und verbringt viel Zeit damit, Ordnung zu schaffen, im Kopf und in ihrer Wohnung im Berliner Westen, die hell wirkt, sortiert und still, auch wenn hier klassische Musik läuft. Ihr Freund ist nicht zu Hause an diesem Tag, er ist jetzt viel unterwegs, also sitzt sie hier, eine kleine Frau mit einem empfindsamen Gesicht, der beim Erzählen immer wieder der Blick weghuscht, so als zöge es ihn woanders hin.

Johanna Ziegler, die eigentlich anders heißt, hat ihre Schwangerschaft im sechsten Monat abbrechen lassen. Sechs Wochen ist das her, und nun versucht sie, mit sich und der Wirklichkeit Frieden zu schließen. Sie ist im Mutterschutz, aber keine Mutter; ihr Bauch ist weg, ihr Kopf weiß das, aber ihr Körper scheint es nicht zu begreifen, und wenn sie vom Sofa aufsteht, fährt ihr die Hand ins Kreuz, so als müsste sie eine Last stemmen. Es ist aber keine Last mehr da, jedenfalls keine, der mit Muskeln beizukommen ist.


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Constanze von Bullion arbeitet als Reporterin für die "Süddeutsche Zeitung".
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